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October 16th, 2005

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October 8th, 2005

07:26 pm i have reliezed alot lately. about myself, mainly about others. sometimes i wish i had the only thing i really want. someone who genuinely means what they say and feel. sometimes i sit around and think about what i really want from life, and i have finally figured it... to bad it's never going to happen for me. sometimes having the best of friends doesn't fill that void. having someone there for you, means all the time, not when its conveniant or you want to be around them. i have finally figured out what you really want. Current Mood: frustrated

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September 26th, 2005

07:42 pm one person can only take so much until they brake. im at that point. sleep brings reliefe, and the hope of a new day. one time i use to be content in my life, maybe soon i'll get there again. Current Mood: drained

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September 19th, 2005

08:22 pm mm. i miss my mom and sister alot right now. Current Mood: grateful

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September 5th, 2005

08:35 pm one day i'll find what i want. until then bring on the loneliness. Current Mood: crushed Current Music: spill canvas

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06:42 pm i've had enough... i cant take any more. one day ill understand where im trying to go with this. Current Mood: gloomy Current Music: spill canvas

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August 31st, 2005

08:15 pm i'm turning into a stressed out old lady. ha. ps. i really miss my best friend. Current Mood: distressed

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August 28th, 2005

03:39 pm i really hate complaining but lately i feel like i cant do anything right. i feel like im losing the people most close to me. gah. Current Mood: calm

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August 7th, 2005

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July 23rd, 2005

10:45 pm im so tired of others envolving themselves in my relationship. go away. Current Mood: annoyed Current Music: all that remains

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July 19th, 2005

09:13 pm findind a job is retarded and stessful. sometimes it feels like i try so hard to be a good friend and nothing comes of it, and that is also retarded. the rain lately has been amazing. Current Mood: aggravated Current Music: none.

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July 17th, 2005

06:22 pm im rather excitied that it's going to rain..... i would really like to make a new journal but, i cant figure out how to change my settings and im to lazy to try and learn. Current Mood: lazy Current Music: martyr ad.

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July 13th, 2005

12:12 am i would be rather happy if.... a certain two girls would talk to me. extremely happy. Current Mood: tired Current Music: one eight seven

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June 25th, 2005

11:57 am i feel like i have closure on things. thank you to all my friends that have been so good to me and been there for me, i love you guys all so much. Current Mood: cold Current Music: none.

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June 24th, 2005

10:48 am so im doing better and with all this time to myself i've reliezed somethings.... sarah, thank you so much for being such a good friend to me for so long. you are honestly probably one of the best friends i've ever had. i've learned alot about myself and others lately and its been really hard. i guess sometimes you take things for granted and obviously shouldn't. in all honesty peope amaze me, and after enough times i shouldn't be, but still am. in the end people can be real shitty and im done with it. Current Mood: cynical Current Music: brittney spears.

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June 21st, 2005

06:50 am i've been vomiting blood for the past 16 hours. i hate hopstals and surgery. i wish i wouldnt have said somethings to someone the other night....but on the other hand am glad. i wish i could hang out and see the people i care about. pain killers make me nausiated. i really wanted to see courtney and kim the other night, but didn't. well i guess with all this time to think i can really figure things out. Current Mood: exhausted Current Music: none.

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June 6th, 2005

05:06 pm fuck my mom. she's a cunt. Current Mood: drained Current Music: none.

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May 16th, 2005

10:44 am to whom it may concern... if you're shaddy dont talk to me. thank you. Current Mood: annoyed Current Music: it dies today.

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May 5th, 2005

12:08 am fuck. i hate being indeciesive. i wish i knew what i wanted. Current Mood: lonely

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May 2nd, 2005

12:41 am im tired of people. i just want to move away. Current Mood: annoyed Current Music: none.

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